I Turn Every Emotion Into Anger. I Feel Most Comfortable With Anger.

Of course I m sure most people turn sadness, loneliness, anxiety, confusion, depression, defeat, embarrassment, etc. into anger. But why do I turn happiness, love, joy, closeness, etc into anger? I feel like a real a-hole all of the time. It s like I feel angry so I don t have to feel numb. Angry is better than nothing. I think I turn numb first for a split second and it goes right to anger. I m able to experience the good things in life for a short period but then I find imperfections in... I Turn Every Emotion Into Anger. I Feel Most Comfortable With Anger.
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