Too Much Pain Medication

Over-did it just a bit today, which results in feeling simultaneously numbed out and hyped up. YUCK. The pain has been dreadful and I m also tolerating it poor lately. I seem to be used to managing panic but the steady anxiety of medical uncertainties and ongoing appointments with new doctors when I find any doctor appointment to be stressful. I m managing well on the surface and crumbling apart beneath. So, a little f+cked up and trying to come down versus chain smoke my e-cigarette and... Too Much Pain Medication
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