Can Someone Help Cause I'm At A Loss

Hey, I m the fng so it s like basic again. I m a former E-6 got busted down for punching my CO pretty dumb. But he got a bunch of my boys killed so I thought I was justified. Any way I am a former Ranger. I was operational all over the world. But mostly SA the Moug and desert storm. I was a sniper and combat medic. My first MOS was 45B small weapon repair I bounce around a lot for training to get to special operation. Well that who I was. Now I m a disabled no body. But the point of this is I... Can Someone Help Cause I m At A Loss
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