Therapist Refuses To Tell Me What's Wrong

Hi all, My T essentially refuses to tell me "what is wrong with" me. He does this because I think he s concerned that it s "rumination" and will lead to me internally beating myself up. Maybe this is partly true, but part of me genuinely wants to know why I get so depressed. I want to know what is wrong with me, as otherwise I am left simply feeling insane. Eh...thoughts? Has anyone else had any experience of this? Do I just accept that he won t answer this? Appreciate your views m
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