Mother Of My Kids And Learned Behaviors............

Although I have always been very forthcoming to discuss my traumas (sometimes almost too forthcoming and too quick) I am slow to let go of my hang-ups . I have a lot of hang-ups that I know are imature and I hold on to them. I intend to let go of them, but slower. My T tbh, I think is impatient. He pushed me really far into one of them in this weeks session and I just found the experience very very difficult. I stopped being able to speak, I regressed to an almost infantile state, I felt... Is My T Impatient? And What To Do...?
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