I'm Going To Stop Knocking Myself Out

Sleeping pills are an improvement from several pints of vodka. But it s starting to feel icky because I will definitely run out of pills before I can get another order. And there is no way to ask my doctor for an earlier order. I m lucky she prescribes me anything. I asked her if I could double my sleeping pills and she said NO. Did I listen? No. Well, I m going to run out. Truth it I could fall asleep on less. I just have to not need the feeling of knocking myself out, if that makes sense.... I m Going To Stop Knocking Myself Out
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