Struggling With Ptsd From Domestic Violence

Hi, I am new to the forum, I am currently struggling with PTSD from 6 years of domestic violence. I am still married and the violence has stopped for over a year and a half now. However, I am constantly reminded of what happened and I live on edge and feel like im going to snap all the time. Im so depressed and have a hard time doing anything. Anything and everything sets me off, I live in defense mode. I can literally feel my skin crawl. I cant deal with anything. I want to forgive and move... Struggling With Ptsd From Domestic Violence
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