Conversation With An Abuser

I ve had quite a long run in which my symptoms were non-existent most of the time and when they did come up, I have been able to manage them and stop them from escalating. Then about 4 weeks ago I felt on edge and anxious, and I took action to manage that, which I did. But then a week or so ago something did trigger me and I lost control of my mind and wasn t able to manage to stop it escalating. I could feel myself sliding and was unable to stop it or to grasp how to manage it = the PTSD... Trying To Understand Relapses In Symptoms
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