Woke Up Screaming Again

hmm well to me in my dream it was screaming. talked a bit about my mother real early this morning.. thought id go back to sleep for a bit since still drowsy and i had fallen asleep on my own last night, figured id soak it up. Nope wrong thing to talk about her before any type of going to sleep.... dreamed about going to a family gathering, where im younger than now, late teens , maybe the age my mother and step father sent me to have an abortion. gradually the place starts filling with... Woke Up Screaming Again
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