Up And Awake

It s 1:45 am and I m wide awake. Not really sure why I m posting. Just haven t talked to anyone on anything more than a superficial level. Most of the time I doing better. Emotionally I feel more like my old self, unless I allow myself self to think about people I love that let me down. So, I mostly try not to. I m trying to find music that doesn t remind of things, hard to do. My daughter really hurt me when she told a coworker that I m not doing well. And that coworker judged me. I can... Up And Awake
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