Battle Buddies

Here s the story. I told him up front i didn t want to have sex. But we were doing everything that comes before. I said it before we started and then he tried (he pulled out a condom) so i said, "i don t want to have sex." However, he kept trying and would keep opening my legs and pushing himself inside me and then hugging me against his chest so like I wasn’t raising up, and when i would say stop, he would either say, "it s okay." multiple times or kind of ignore it, or tell me to kiss... Was I Raped? I Really Don t Know What To Think.
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