I don t know where to post this. I have a new neighbor. I live too close to these people. She woke me up this morning. Finally I leaped out of bed feeling terrified and now I want to leave but am listening to music. I am isolated and alone. No one is here. Loss, torture chamber of a mind, attacking me with my "mistakes", cruelty in abundance, can t rest. Not coping. Think about suicide a lot. Need someone but no one is here to help me. At all. Feel like screaming.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/not-sure.54220/
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