He Said We Needed Space, I Don't Even Know If We're Speaking

I was with my Sgt for 16 months, and when he knew he was being retired, he decided he was moving home 5 miles away. He and I were awesome together. I knew he had PTSD from date 1, and it didn t deter me; I honestly love him with all my heart. In December, he even asked my mom permission to marry me. I was over the moon. He had his moments, and he would withdraw. I saw him off to his home state; it broke my heart knowing that I couldn t be there with him (yet) - he wanted to stabilize... He Said We Needed Space, I Don t Even Know If We re Speaking
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