"victim" Therapy

I am looking for some insight and would appreciate feedback. I have been going to therapy for 2 1/2 years. It s been a very slow road for me. I am in my 50s so have decades of practice at stuffing my feelings, avoidant behavior, dissociation - all that fun stuff. I have made a lot of progress in dealing with my social anxiety and the dissociation has diminished as well. I still tote around anxiety and trust issues and in spite of the time invested, I still have discomfort in therapy and... "victim" Therapy
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