Just Useless And Tired

I am sitting in my car , in town I have just picked up my Meds and think what if I just take the whole lot. I just carnt seem to get on top of things. One minute I m high as and the next just don t want to carry on. I am haunted everyday by things and it has just come to a point where I think what s the point to all this ? I suffer from paranoia everyday and just carnt cope with it much longer. If I wasn t so useless I would have done it ages ago, I carnt even get that right. Everyone on... Just Useless And Tired
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