My Mind Is Blank, But Still Full

Bad night. Every night is bad, but tonight is even worse. I m scared someone is going to break into my apartment, because there is so many sounds. I keep on looking out the peephole in my door, and out my windows. It s empty. Another sound again. I flinch. I want to stop thinking about Everything, but, it s so weird, because when I m trying to Think about it so I can write about it, ask questions and stuff, it s just empty in my head. So I keep on having Flashbacks and thinking about it... My Mind Is Blank, But Still Full
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