It's Over, I'm Mourning

My LDR fiancée, whom I affectionately nicknamed Mr Crazypants, has emotionally attacked me. He did so in such a way that I cannot take him back unless he takes steps to assure that will never happen again? Not to say I had not screwed up, I did screw up. I was willing to apologize and fix it. But as my equal, you don t get to punish me, to rail at me irrationally, to scramble my brains. The thing is...Mr Crazypants has refused to work at getting better. ...I feel stupid, really. He... It s Over, I m Mourning
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