I m a self harmer of old. Last night I had awful emotional flash backs. I got drunk drove my car really stupid but wanted to get home. I got home and felt so alone. My family are all away as are my friends. I tried to unsuccessfully to end it I even went up the road and not across the street I got down to the fat layer but couldn t find the artery yet another thing I messed up. I wish I was not alone. That the flash backs and nightmares would go away and that I could be happy again. I am... Bad Night
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