Tired, Beaten Up, And Not Sure How To Eat For The Rest Of The Month

Preface: I am not going to kill myself; this is simply ideation. I am hurting so much right now. Death—completely devoid of consciousness, pain—has appeal. I have done the best I could. I have so many problems (not that I am special in this way) and I can t cope. I won t bore you with the problems, but I don t know how I can mentally OR physically survive for another month. My body is crushed under a ten-car pileup (metaphorically). I don t know where to begin and I ve tried to get help and... Tired, Beaten Up, And Not Sure How To Eat For The Rest Of The Month
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