6 Year Anniversary

Recently, my husband has been gone working more, and I feel more stressed in having to take care of our more difficult child. She is the age I was during abuse, and I love her so much. This is causing real stress for me. I ve noticed that during the day with all that I do, I start dissociating and suddenly feel like my hands are dirty. I just feel "dirty." And I can t recall washing up. I just cant focus and remember if I washed them just now or not. Even from walking out of the restroom.... Ocd Responses While Dissociating
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