Recently, I have rekindled childhood friendships on Facebook with people I haven t seen in over 40 years. I just can t tell these people the truth about my PTSD and that I had to retire on go on disability 13 years ago. So I lie about why I still don t work, making it sound like I am only semiretired and collect a pension. I m terrified of rejection more today than ever. My inner critic (persecutor, as my therapist calls it) judges me and beats me up to no end, and the judgment of others... Living A Lie!
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