Prolonged Dissociation

I got a series of traumas--emotional abuse from a parent, bullying since I was in Kindergarten, and pretty much no place to run or hide, which is when I developed dissociation as a skill to keep it together. Because if I didn t, I probably would be dead by now. Got other traumas along the way too... SO emotional abuse, which I can t really talk about because of my last therapist. And a series of deaths. Lots of them. I think I know what s triggering the dissociation--facing my abuser and... Prolonged Dissociation
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/prolonged-dissociation.55512/