Hurting

Ok, I had a trigger to another posters post.....My ex gf will never forgive me. No matter how humble I have become. How hard I try to say in my mind she is ok......I can t get her out. I will not talk to her. I m not in the mood for the silent treatment...... I was going thru a psychotic episode. The day after I get out of jail me and her sit on the steps of my house. I weep tears that came out like water......Mixture of our emotions ignite such a time in my life I wished I could have... Hurting
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