I ve been out of an abusive relationship three years now. He s in prison (unrelated drug charge) so zero contact. The abuse was pretty serious, physical, sexual, mental, everything, including some pretty messed up bdsm and sexual torture that I definitely did not consent to. I m dealing with serious ptsd effects after all this, and am generally messed up (still jumpy, trust-issues, sleep barely 4 hours a night, constant nightmares, a lot of flashbacks, and the list goes on and on and on).... Still Love Abusive Ex. Is This Even Normal? Hate Myself For This.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/still-love-abusive-ex-is-this-even-normal-hate-myself-for-this.55064/
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