Living in the most disturbing memories of my life. Reliving the worst things that have ever happened to me. If there is such a thing as hell I believe it would be excruciatingly familiar. So here I am. I m going to force myself better. I m going to help myself. I m putting in the hours, doing the homework, reading the books. But....to be painfully honest I don t think I deserve to be better. I m being punished. I m not good enough for happiness and love. Still I live, I do the... Little Black Lies... I Tell Myself.
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