I pray this before bed and in the middle of the night. That I would have a heart attack and not survive. Or just not wake up. I have prayed that someone would murder me. Break in when I m sleeping. Or jump me on the street. But that it be a quick death. There was supposed to be a severe thunderstorm last night and my plan was to get out and start walking, hoping I would get struck by lightening. I pray these things so that I won t have to suicide. That I can get out of here but not be... I Pray I Will Die In My Sleep. Does Anyone Else?
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