Domestic Violence Survivor, In Verbally Abusive Relationship.

I am both a childhood and adult domestic violence and rape survivor; multiple rapes from two different family members over the years. One of the rapists is deceased, and other one is still in the family. I have been living with my current boyfriend for almost 13 years, but he has a history of verbal and emotional abuse. Last night, he lashed out at me for six hours. I was too tired to leave, and he was drunk. This morning, he calmed down and held me and apologized, but this has happened so... Domestic Violence Survivor, In Verbally Abusive Relationship.
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