I ve been low for a bit. Trying to ignore it and push through hasn t been much help. Today, decent mood. One think goes sideways and BAM. I f*cking want to die. Or cut. Preferrably die. Spent the last hour trying to fight through both. I still want to cut. I may still trying not to. Running out of alternative ideas. To be fair, I wasn t ok. I was in a shitty head space but I was faking it well. Went around with Char. Got posses at him because he ate the shit out of the cat box when I... Scaring Myself
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