Helpless, Lost And Suicidal In My Relationship

I am not sure what else to do but ask for some advice. I am currently 6 months pregnant with my boyfriend of a year and a half. We are engaged as of last summer and things were fine up until a few months ago. I feel like I have come a long way living with PTSD and coping as well as I can. I have been taken off my medication with this pregnancy and since my PTSD has gotten so bad I am in a constant state of panic and anxiety. I jump at every little thing. My boyfriend is very naive and... Helpless, Lost And Suicidal In My Relationship
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