I feel angry. Twenty years of abuse and neglect caused CPTSD in me. This makes me sad, not angry. The anger comes from the fact, that I fought them. I fought the abusers, their ideas, their power over me. I worked on myself since I had the first bitter taste of hope when I was 14, 15. When I got the idea that life could improve, the idea that the adults in my life were bad, not me. Because I changed "care-givers" (what a joke) when I was 6 years old I could come to this perspective... Winning All The Battles, Losing The War...
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/winning-all-the-battles-losing-the-war.51741/
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