If I keep up with my mindfulness practice very diligently, I can achieve moments where I am finally rid of thoughts of a certain person from my past I ve become obsessed with since PTSD hit. And while it is less painful, and I enjoy greater clarity, it also feels like a coma compared to the level of arousal I m used to. I then find myself sliding back to the thoughts of this person, reimaginings of the trauma, revenge and redemption fantasies, and I wonder, do I backslide purposely because... Finally Forgetting And Then...boredom?
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