Trying This Out

I had just wrote a very long thread and somehow it got deleted.. Basically I m seventeen years old and have been diagnosed with ptsd near the end of 2014. The traumatic event happend my first year of high school four days before the start of my first year my brother was involved with a bad girl and he attempted suicide I was the one who found him to my knowledge as a 13 year old he was dead but he infact lived which was a miracle because he took over 120 pills and tried to hang himself I was... Trying This Out
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/trying-this-out.51553/