Therapy Recommendation

I ve got myself in a sticky situation. I ve had my symptoms for quite sometime, before I contacted professional help. And I did so anonymously for several reasons I won t get into. Once i got an official diagnosis, I stopped mostly because of funds. I know I need it but I can t get therapy right now. Not really sure what to do I see my life falling apart around me. Not only is my funds an issue but I can t have any association with a therapist on record because I am fighting to get custody... Therapy Recommendation
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