Insanely, profoundly depressed. I relapsed yesterday after something an ex-boyfriend said stung. Drank a bottle of vodka, some whiskey, wine, beer, you name it. Feel utterly destroyed today, morally and emotionally. And it s my birthday. I failed and I hate myself for it. I feel like I m not even a part of humanity anymore. Feels like I m already done, already dead. And yet I wake up each morning forced to carry this empty vessel around.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/relapsed.51752/
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