Panic Attacks From My Mothers Calls To Redeem My Abuser

I will try to explain what I am going through briefly, my story is that I was sexually abused and a few years ago I decided to tell my parents about it. my mother said: if it s no longer happening then there s nothing to discuss, my father asked me why I allowed the abuser to abuse me. This was shocking to me so I left home, feeling awful. My father then came back and apologized for his reaction and offered me his support sadly he died. As for my mother the matter was never discussed again... Panic Attacks From My Mothers Calls To Redeem My Abuser
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