Overwhelmed

I ve been sexually assaulted twice, once 3 years ago on a night out by a friend who wanted more and decided to spike my drink and once by an obsessive guy I was seeing at the time. It makes me ashamed that this has happened to me twice, like somehow I bring it on myself. I was diagnosed with PTSD before the second assault happened so you can imagine how much worse it is now. My boyfriend is very supportive, but I never told him the details of the second assault. He really has no idea what... Overwhelmed
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