I Wake Up Again

I wake up again,pulled out of sleep by my dreams at 0 dark thirty.The trails of my last dreams still in my mind,some of them are violent some arent .Even the good ones make me sad, to be honest i never thought i would live to have memorys or dreams of the past .As I set on the edge of the bed thinking while letting the dreams fade,I wonder when my life will begin and my past will end.Yea i know ,both will stay the same i just have to push on . but i cant help but wonder what life would have... I Wake Up Again
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