How Do You Think Trauma Affects Your Career?

I ve sometimes found it driving me in TOTALLY opposite directions. In some ways, it has sometimes made any real level of stress impossible. Or making me feel so worthless I don t apply for anything. In other ways, I try to achieve stuff to get the attention and love I didn t get as a kid, or to validate myself. What do you think?
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