Ready To Just Give Up

I am seriously f*cked up. I have bad ptsd from incest. I have lost everything. No family to turn to, never had a real partner. I am so alone. I lost my minister recently and an animal I loved and my refuge. I am feeling like hell. I have so much anxiety I can t even take a bath w/o worrying someone will attack me. I have hellish noise fears. I literally feel so alone. I lost a friend and really have no one but my church. I struggle to get anywhere b/c I have no car. I need a break so bad. I... Ready To Just Give Up
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