Hesitantly Here, Wanting To Understand. Have Lived In Denial Too Long..

Hi. I m unsure what to say. Like I said, I m hesitantly here. Admitting to my traumas is a very new thing to me, but I want so badly to understand now more about myself and the how everything is still affecting me because it all has wreaked havoc on my insides and out for too long. Main facts about me. -Grew up in a dysfunctional family anxious paranoid mother, narcissistic paranoid father, both hoarders -Older brother developed anger and rage issues during his preteens. My parents put a... Hesitantly Here, Wanting To Understand. Have Lived In Denial Too Long..
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