This Was A Difficult Decision To Join But Here Goes..

Hi, I am from England and have been abroad a couple of years. There is loads of things that happened to me which I can t come to terms with or talk about very well. It s like a feeling I get in my chest and stomach and i can t talk about it. Sexual abuse as a child, parents both dying when I was 18, trying to start over, moving country then in the summer getting abducted and raped and now because of my situation being a bit poor somebody helping me who i thought i knew and forcing me to... This Was A Difficult Decision To Join But Here Goes..
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