To Make Contact Or Not To Make Contact

I need advice on a rather complicated relationship. It is a very very long story, but I will do my best to compress it. I have only recently begun dealing with my PTSD, after an abortion reopened previous traumas and sent me into a downward spiral. Neither I nor my boyfriend at the time handled the abortion very well, and there were a series of terrible arguments. Anyway, we had cut contact for a while to let things cool down, and then when we met again, miraculously, it was like nothing bad... To Make Contact Or Not To Make Contact
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