When I Thought I Was Doing Ok

I got a decent career break recently, and it felt pretty good at first, although scary and daunting at the same time. It s a big deal for me, because I spent a lot of years doing low prestige jobs that embarrassed me and barred me from socializing with people I wanted to socialize with. I m not a status whore exactly, it s just that my interests aren t the interests that people of low social status tend to share. So I ve just been alone and bitter. Now it s getting to the point where if... What s The Point Bettering Yourself If It Just Means More To Regret?
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