What I Feel As A Rap Victim

I am finally feeling anger for what happened to me. I am angry at what these "men" took away from me I am angry at myself and my circumstances ....I am angry because there is a person I have lost. I am confused Sometimes I feel likes it is wrong and I m an over exaggerating dramatic bitch and other times I feel so paralyzed with fear but within that fear I want to slap myself and be like why the f*ck do you think you deserve to feel this way. Sometimes I also feel nothing ...and sometimes... What I Feel As A Rap Victim
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