Making A Plan

Maybe I m strange, I really don t know, but I ll post it here anyway. I can t stop thinking that I should be crying all day, but I m not... I can talk about things (traumatic experiences) that happened without feeling anything, but not always. It s mostly when I m being sucked in to dissociation, then I start to tell people way too much about myself, without any emotions whatsoever. I m living in a rollercoaster of emotions atm, I feel as if I m guilty for everything, which makes me angry... Being Indifferent
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