The Monster Is Out And We're Mad

I mean just honestly Anyway, right now I feel like screaming and pulling my hair out and I m trying really hard not to self harm. I m having flashbacks of the event and I feel like my skull is splitting apart. I was raped by my brother s friend when I was around nine or so and was sexually abused for most of elementary school and preschool, can t remember exactly how long. Being raped was the most degrading, humiliating thing I have ever experienced, and it left such hugely deep scars on my... Feel Like Shrieking Like A Banshee
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