A Word That " Defines" You

My heart is sinking. I wish I wasn t the way I am. I was triggered just over a month ago and was overcome by an emotional flashback that I m just settling down from now. It s been hard on my husband. When this happens, a little girl takes over, and I m not really in the marriage anymore. It s like it s inappropriate for me to be married. I m to young, and need a father, not a husband. The marriage then becomes a trigger, and I don t know how to be a wife. I don t know how to view my... Cptsd And Marriage
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