Dreaming Of Walking Into Oncoming Traffic

I am going on a 4 day trip starting later today. I have been so excited about this trip. I have also been in a calmer place in the last week and a half or so. It s been nice actually. Now, after something I heard as part of a sermon in church (basically some biblical history that I believe, but it apparently caused problems internally with parts (DID)). I just kept spiraling out of control after that. I could control my reactions to certain events or things people said. I barely... Going On A Trip
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