I Feel Like I'm Too Broken For Anyone

I know I have PTSD, but I had it at a very young age. I got diagnosed with 4 mental illness including borderline which is trauma related. I scored low for PTSD but my concentration is bad and I thought it was good. But I think of several things at the same time without focus. I think I have good Memory, but its visual. When I was four and I almost died, I don t remember nothing from the hospital stay to kindergarten. At this time, my loving brother tried to hang me and I don t remember this,... Bad Memory
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