Suffered In Ignorance Of Cpsd For 50 Years

I am 50 years old,I grew up in a angry dysfunctional home where I was emotionally abused and physically abused and scapegoated by parents and siblings my behaviour was modified I believe to invite their abuse.At 17 I found my Father dead on the living room couch after suffering a coronary in the night,he d been dead for 5 hours and was not a "Hollywood corpse",something changed me that day I became unable to feel strong positive emotions.This was during the recession of the 80 unemployment... Suffered In Ignorance Of Cpsd For 50 Years
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